the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
indecision.
indecision.is it better to try and get everything you wanted and risk failing, or is it better to settle for something less but that which you already have? that's what i keep asking myself nowadays. thing is, i can't decide. it's not that the latter isn't enough - it's actually more than i could ask for, but it's just not everything, or close to everything, that i want. and i can't make up my mind whether being content but not perrrfectly content, or trying to get as close to perfection as you can but risking everything you have is better.yiting says i should just wait until i've decided. maybe that's what i should do. although not everyone may want to wait as long as i'm willing to. i have no idea.but really, i'm getting more and more convinced that i should just be happy with what i have and stop chasing [possibly impossible] dreams. my perfectionist stance is somewhat wavering. [yeahyeah maybe you're winning me over. a little by a little.]i don't know, honestly. i can't decide. still. God help me. 7:42 pm
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
indecision. indecision.is it better to try and get everything you wanted and risk failing, or is it better to settle for something less but that which you already have? that's what i keep asking myself nowadays. thing is, i can't decide. it's not that the latter isn't enough - it's actually more than i could ask for, but it's just not everything, or close to everything, that i want. and i can't make up my mind whether being content but not perrrfectly content, or trying to get as close to perfection as you can but risking everything you have is better.yiting says i should just wait until i've decided. maybe that's what i should do. although not everyone may want to wait as long as i'm willing to. i have no idea.but really, i'm getting more and more convinced that i should just be happy with what i have and stop chasing [possibly impossible] dreams. my perfectionist stance is somewhat wavering. [yeahyeah maybe you're winning me over. a little by a little.]i don't know, honestly. i can't decide. still. God help me.
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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